Dare i say it?

I am really happy.

And i have been for quite a while, i just have a huge fear of saying or writing it because i feel like if i do it will all end. But.... thinks that have made me happy in the past week:

- My friends- they rock, need i say more?
- My classes- I love them, i really do... class is more challenging this semester because i actually care about doing well, because i actully enjoy my classes. Government is awesome because it means i get to see all the people i love first thing in the morning, sociology, history, and georaphy are all really interesting, and comp. sci. is a nice break in the middle of my MWF classes
- My schedule- I have three hours every day: 10:30- 1:30 MWF and 11:30-2:30 TTh.
- The fact that the weather is FINALLY getting warmer- last night we sat on the grass and enjoyed the warmth for a little while and it was awesome.It is 57 degrees outside :)
- Being comfortable- to spend the night, stay stupid things, and to lay on you :) in general, you make me comfortable and i almost forgot what that felt like.
- The fact that my mom is home and my family is no longer driving me crazy
- Vicadin and oreo pudding- i had my wisdom teeth taken out yesterday and medicine and pudding rock... today i might get to progress to ice cream :)

I think i will end it here, although i am sure that there are many other wonderful things that make me happy.

My poor neglected xanga....

I don't know what happened to you, it's just that i haven't really had anything to say that i felt comfortable enough to post here, where theoretically anyone can read it. But, now i am avoiding packing, and am not allowed to sleep, so i will attempt to write in here.

I'm at this point where life is really good. Everything that was wasn't good has either been resolved, forgotten, or just moved on from, and that feels really good. Everything that was good is still good.

I'm ready for school to start up again. Classes next semester are going to be really interesting, and in the ones that aren't i have a bunch of people to distract me. Also, i'm ready for everyone to come home (or rather, back to dallas), i really miss some of them.

Hawaii will be fun, i love katie like whoa.

Stav needs to be back in Dallas. As does Mary. And Jen. But really, it doesn't matter because i am leaving tomorrow, and when i get back they will all be either back or about to be back.

And now, i will quit procrastinating and pack... or something.

girsch stay fly: I LOVE YOU NETTA COME HOME.

girsch stay fly: NOW

If only i could.... five more days!!!

Ok August 8th....

Be today.

Love, Netta

hmmmm... life update.

Today is Thursday. It is currently 9:00 AM.

That's right bitches, it's it NINE AM and i am awake. Not only that, i have been awake for the past TWO hours. Once the diet coke wears off i will go back to sleep.

In other news: I miss my mommy. A lot. She has been gone for two days and i will see her in four. But i miss her.

Also, today is thursday. I leave for Israel on Sunday morning. If you would like to see me between now and then let me know, i probably want to see you. I come back August 8th in case you were wondering.

In fact, tonight we should hang out... at my house.

Hmmmm... i miss noam as well. He is on my desktop : )

Off to read the newspaper, which has recently become an overwhelmingly emotional experience. Wish me luck!

~Me